update: saw my GP today about getting a referral to someone who can get me an official autism dx
she tried to pull the “aspie not autistic” shit but she didn’t dismiss me as autistic just bc im verbal and make eye contact at “normal” levels(i alternated between staring at the wall and glancing at her face so idk what she’s talking about but whatever) so i think it went pretty well
my mind kinda went blank when she asked me why i thought i was autistic and i just mumbled something about sensory seeking/avoidance and stimming but i had an appointment with my psych a few hours later and put together a list of my autistic traits and she’s sending it to my gp sometime before the weekend so yay
